Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Sad News

I don't have good news to report. My AMH test results came back and the test showed my ovarian reserve is very poor (0.01), normal range is 0.70 to 3.5. So I will not be able to be an egg donor for my sister and more than likely the changes of me becoming pregnant again are very slim. Basically my biological clock has ran out.

When the doctor told me this all I could say was Wow, how can this be? I got pregnant twice within 5 months and I have a healthy little one year old. He said that I was lucky or something has changed in the last two years. He also stated that in the 25 years that he has worked he has never seen a woman get pregnant with the result that I had. I asked if the test can fluctuate and he said No. It gets even worse, he said that I will more than likely start menopause early, lucky me.

I do not believe in luck. I believe that God blessed me with Thomas and if its meant to be I will be blessed with another baby. In the end he has the last say, not some test or some doctor.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

FSH test

FSH game back normal. Actually it came back in the excellent range at 5.9!!!!

Monday, August 24, 2009

Another test

Finally my good old friend showed up after being on provera for 10 days. Today I had my FSH test and they also are testing for AMH (Anti Mullerian Hormone) that will one will take 6-10 days to get back. I should have my FSH test results back today.

My sister doctor just can't give it up. I know he's doing his job and just testing everything under the moon. But give it up, all my other test have came back normal. I've been pregnant twice and have a perfectly healthy 13 month old. I'm not like my sister......he can't get that out of his head. He seems to think since we are identical twins that we have the same problems. Not true, I never had radiation treatment, I don't have graves disease or the anti ovarian antibodies.

I will not stop believe that everything is OK and once we start this process again, hopefully next month we will prove them wrong. I have full faith in God that he is going to take care of all of us!!

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Great News!!!

My test for the anti ovarian antibodies came back negative. As soon as I start my cycle they will do the FSH test! When that comes back normal we will start again. This time I will inject the hormones into my stomach...yikes! But well worth it for my sister!

I have never wanted my period to start so bad. And NO I'm not pregnant, sorry people! The hormones have just really messed me up. So if I don't get it on my own. I will get a pill by the end of the month to kick start it.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Good news!

My TSH test result came back normal so we can rule that out! Anti ovarian antibodies test should be back in 10days and then when my friend finally decides to show up they can draw the blood for the FSH.

Thomas with his Uncle Timmy (my sister's husband)

Thomas with Aunt B (she means the world to me and is the best aunt in the world)

Please keep praying! Once the other's come back normal, then we can try again!

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

I’m going to be 100% honest with myself, this is emotional starting to take a toll on me. I don’t mean to be hateful, but I seriously want to rip my sister’s doctor head off. I just got off the phone with him. He wanted to know my thoughts and he did agree that his could just be a fluke thing, but also wanted be to keep in mind that there may be a possibility that I will have problems conceiving again. WHAT? I DON’T BELIEVE IT. Not until I see the blood work that shows that something is wrong. I want to scream, ARE YOU NOT LISTENING TO ME? PLEASE EXPLAIN HOW I GOT PREGNANT TWICE? PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME HOW I HAVE A HEALTHY ONE YEAR OLD? If it’s genetic, wouldn’t I’ve had problems getting pregnant before this?

Now he’s telling me that I may not start my cycle for another 6 weeks? WHAT? You just said last week that I should start sometime this week? I’ve called the Reproductive doctor to see if we can go ahead and get the blood work done for the TSH and anti ovarian bodies, since we don’t have to wait on my cycle. The FSH blood work has to be drawn on day 3 of my cycle. Waiting for a nurse to call me back.

Not sure what to think

Just received a phone call from sister and her doctor seems to think that I'm having the same issues as my sister and he hasn't even gotten my blood results, heck I haven't even had them taken yet because I haven't started my period yet. They can't do the blood work until the third day of my cycle, how can you come up with this conclusion. You can just go off a few blood results and some ultrasound and come to the conclusion that I have conception problems.

I want this doctor to tell me how come on got pregnant so quickly? Tell me why I got pregnant twice within 5 months of each other? Tell me how I have my precious little boy? The doctor is suppose to give me a call this afternoon, I will also be speaking with my doctor and will let you all know what they have to say.

This is seriously insane and makes no sense. I wonder what his excuse is going to be next when we do get the blood results back and they are normal.